The package, delivered on a day when rain was the only thing mirroring his mood, was addressed to "Mrs. Beatrice Sterling." Thomas, feeling the sting of failure from his last project, found it difficult to look at. Beatrice, he thought, was someone who likely didn’t make mistakes.

He brought the box inside, avoiding the reflection in his window. His apartment felt like a prison; everything felt so broken.

The box contained a set of knitting needles and colorful yarn. Thomas, whose attempts at craft projects usually ended in tangled messes, felt his chest constrict. He imagined Beatrice, effortlessly creating beautiful sweaters. The yarn felt like a challenge, a reminder of his own perceived ineptitude. He felt the familiar weight of disappointment settling in his gut.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280