The dust stung Ben's eyes, even from the sidewalk. He closed them briefly, picturing the living room, the way the sunlight used to stream in through the bay window. His stomach clenched. He’d promised himself he wouldn't cry.

He’d always considered himself the practical one, the pragmatist. He'd focused on his career, building a life far away from this small town and this house. He hadn’t felt a need for the place, so he’d let it go.

He felt an unfamiliar sting behind his eyes, a tightness in his throat. He should have fought harder to save it. His younger sister, who’d wanted to live here forever, would be heartbroken. He’d let her down. He'd let them all down.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280