"Oh, come on!" She groaned, throwing her hands up as the black lab bounded into her yard, a muddy paw print staining her pristine white patio furniture. She’d just finished cleaning it. Again. The dog, oblivious, whined and tilted its head, tongue lolling. She knew the drill. This was her fault. Her fence wasn't tall enough. Her flowers weren't interesting enough.

She'd spent the morning meticulously arranging the potted herbs she had been meaning to bring in before the frost. Now, she felt a profound sense of failure, like the garden itself was mocking her efforts. The whole point was to create something beautiful, something worthwhile. Instead, she had another messy yard and another reason for her to feel deficient.

She forced a smile as Mrs. Gable, Buster’s owner, sheepishly appeared at the edge of her yard. “Sorry,” Mrs. Gable began, her voice tinged with the same weariness she knew so well.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280