John felt a familiar thrum of anxiety as he stared at the meticulous spreadsheets he'd prepared for his birthday celebration. Meanwhile, his friend, Michael, was hosting a weekend getaway at a luxury resort. John's party was a board game night at his apartment.

He had carefully planned every detail, from the snacks to the drink pairings. But now, it felt like too much effort. He should have made it less elaborate.

He paced his living room, running his hand through his hair. He worried that people would see his efforts as… try-hard. He just wanted to be cool. He never was.

He caught his reflection in the window. He looked exhausted. He was going to make an idiot of himself.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280