Rain lashed against the windows of the coffee shop, mirroring the tempest inside Amelia. She’d rehearsed this meeting a hundred times in her head, but seeing Liam across the small, round table, his face a polite mask of polite surprise, had ripped the carefully constructed composure away. “Amelia?” he’d asked, the name a question. She’d told him about their shared mud pies, the treehouse built in his backyard, the scraped knees and whispered secrets. He’d blinked, politely. His memory was blank. Now, she fiddled with the sugar packet, tearing the corners, the paper bunching in her trembling hands. Why hadn't she been more interesting? More… memorable?

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280