He had always striven for perfection, aiming to please his mother, who had always painted a picture of herself as flawless. In this old box, there was a trove of old pictures, depicting a different woman altogether.

The images showed his mother in a series of reckless escapades. They showed a life of casual abandon, a stark contrast to the carefully crafted narrative he’d grown up with. He’d always felt like he could never be good enough. Seeing this only made it worse.

He sat on the floor, the photographs scattered around him like accusing fingers. He felt the familiar shame wash over him, a sense of failure he couldn't shake.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280