The afternoon sun cast long shadows across the cluttered living room. Maya, surrounded by boxes of her grandfather's things, felt a familiar pressure building in her temples. She hated this.

Then, she found it, tucked inside a worn leather-bound diary: a draft letter, a resignation. Her grandmother had always said her grandfather was a pillar of the community, never wanted for anything.

She felt a wave of nausea. He, too, had wanted to leave. She hadn't realized how badly she wished she could just disappear. He must have wanted to, too.

She rose, her legs unsteady. She needed to escape. She needed to be alone. Her gaze fell on the dust bunnies accumulating in the corners of the room. With frantic energy, she grabbed a vacuum cleaner, a mindless task, a useless gesture to prove she could do something right.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280