The estate sale was a circus. Noise and strangers. Ethan, tasked with emptying his uncle's study, felt a familiar dread. He didn't want this. He didn't deserve it.

He unearthed a small, leather-bound notebook. Inside, scribbled in shaky handwriting, was a draft resignation letter. His uncle, who’d been a successful lawyer, had once wanted to quit. Ethan had never known he was suffering.

He felt the familiar sting of resentment. He hated the way he was. He hated everything about himself. He didn't deserve any of this. He wasn't good enough.

He felt the urge to destroy, to get rid of everything. He wanted to scream. He wanted to vanish. Instead, he forced himself to sort through the papers, meticulously cataloging each item, desperately trying to prove he could handle this.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280