“Well, this is it, then,” Ben said, his voice flat. He looked at the half-packed boxes surrounding him, the remnants of Emily's life, ready to be shipped. Her dream job in Colorado had just become a reality. He felt… inadequate.

He watched her flit around the room, full of energy and excitement. He, on the other hand, felt a sluggishness in his bones, a feeling of being stuck. He'd always been the one to hold back, to play it safe.

He kicked at a stray piece of packing tape. He should have been more adventurous, more supportive. He should have pushed himself harder, done more with his life. He felt an ache of regret.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280