The aroma of freshly brewed coffee did nothing to soothe the tension knotting in Amelia's stomach. She felt like a fraud. She kept running down a list of perceived errors, the words swirling in her brain. She looked at her reflection in the glass of the window, seeing every imperfection. It made her skin prickle.

She had finally agreed to seek therapy, desperate for some semblance of control. And then she’d found out who her therapist would be. Marcus Bell. The name felt like a brand, searing itself into her consciousness.

He finally walked through the door. Even his presence was a judgment. She felt the old, familiar sting of inadequacy. He was clearly looking at her, and she felt completely incapable of starting.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280