self-critical - Story 127837 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

The bank statement felt like a physical blow. $68,000. Her husband, Mark, had a secret stash. She was drowning in anxiety, worrying about their finances, and he'd been… what? Planning for a life without her? Her throat constricted.

She looked around the room, at the worn furniture she had picked out in a moment of frugality. She felt a pang of resentment, quickly followed by a rush of self-blame. She should have done more, been more responsible. She was the one who always made the wrong choices.

She let out a shaky breath, the statement clutched tightly in her hand.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt

PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`L`	0.748
`S`	0.662
`ness`	0.425
`ly`	0.374
`탓`	0.351

Suppressed:

`la`	-0.492
`soon`	-0.304
`(!)`	-0.301
`secured`	-0.284
`cautiously`	-0.280