self-critical - Story 127839 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

He didn't know what to feel. He found the bank statement tucked away in a shoe box. $90,000. A lot of money. His wife, Emily, had it. He always thought he was the one that was supposed to be in charge.

He ran a hand over his face. He felt useless, like a boy still. The house, always her domain, was immaculate. He sat in his chair, feeling like he was a waste of space. She was so much more capable than he was.

He picked up a book, but the words swam before his eyes. He put it down again.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt

PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`L`	0.748
`S`	0.662
`ness`	0.425
`ly`	0.374
`탓`	0.351

Suppressed:

`la`	-0.492
`soon`	-0.304
`(!)`	-0.301
`secured`	-0.284
`cautiously`	-0.280