The elevator ride felt interminable. Ethan gripped the handrail, acutely aware of every subtle movement of the other passengers. He hated being seen like this, vulnerable, exposed. Each floor seemed to amplify his sense of exposure. His stomach churned with a mixture of dread and disgust.

When the doors opened onto the clinic's reception area, he saw her, a woman slumped in a chair, her face buried in her hands. He recognized the hunched posture, the defeat. He recognized the feeling.

He walked past her, trying to ignore the way her shoulders shook. He knew the feeling too well to offer any comfort. He was too weighed down by his own misery to offer any solace.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280