He despised the way he ate in public, the awkward way his hands trembled. He usually avoided restaurants, but his wife had insisted on a celebration. Now, at the table, he felt the stares from other diners piercing him like daggers.

Then he saw her, across the room. She was struggling too, her fork clattering against her plate. She met his gaze, and a flicker of recognition, a shared understanding, flashed in her eyes. It was a brief connection, but it was enough.

He smiled, a small, tentative smile, and then, slowly, he began to relax, a fraction. He felt less alone. Someone else knew the struggle.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280