The manuscript lay open on the coffee table, a cruel betrayal. Eleanor had never considered herself a captivating muse. Her reflection this morning, magnified by the bathroom mirror, had been a stark assessment of wrinkles and the beginnings of a double chin. The protagonist in the novel, "The Wanderer’s Wife," was vibrant, daring, everything she knew she wasn't.

She flipped through the pages, her stomach twisting. Her partner, David, had always been a romantic, prone to grand gestures. She, however, preferred the quiet comfort of their routine, the predictable rhythm of their lives. Now, it was clear that routine was a prison to him.

The sentences described a woman who travelled the world. Eleanor, by contrast, hadn't left their town in years. She felt a sting behind her eyes, a familiar tightening in her chest. She closed the book, the cover's plain design mocking her.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280