A tremor ran through Liam’s fingers as he unfolded the parchment. It was Sarah’s bucket list, tucked inside her favorite cookbook. “Learn to play the ukulele.” He swallowed, picturing himself, clumsy and uncoordinated, attempting to master an instrument.

He reread the words. “Hike the Pacific Crest Trail.” He felt a pang of resentment, a tiny, bitter seed blooming in his chest. His own ambitions, such as they were, seemed dwarfed by the scope of hers. He was good at his job, sure, but his days were spent at his desk, and he felt a weight settle on his shoulders.

He found himself scrutinizing his own routines. He had become a creature of habit, and his efforts lately were few. A knot twisted in his stomach. He sighed, placing the list back in the cookbook.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280