The sun was hot on Clara’s back as she watered her roses, a task she usually enjoyed. But today, the ritual felt more like a chore. She saw her neighbor, Mr. Harrison, approaching, a hopeful look on his face. She immediately stiffened, her hand tightening around the hose.

"Clara, hello. I was wondering if you'd be amenable to..." He hesitated, gesturing toward her expansive lawn with a sheepish gesture.

"Yes?" Clara interrupted, her tone sharp. She looked down at her own roses, which were doing well. But the rest of her yard felt... lacking. She knew her own efforts were never enough. She could never get anything right.

"If I could plant a small garden on the edge of your property. Just a few tomatoes, maybe?" Clara felt a coldness spread through her. A vegetable garden in her yard? What would *she* do? “Fine,” she said, turning away, her shoulders tight.

Emotion: self-critical

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.66 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.28

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-critical. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-critical stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-critical emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-critical vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.748
S0.662
ness0.425
ly0.374
0.351
Suppressed:
la-0.492
soon-0.304
(!)-0.301
secured-0.284
cautiously-0.280