David felt a strange detachment, as if watching a movie about someone else. The diary entries, his teenage angst, scrolling across the screen, felt distant and unreal. Yet, the sting of each revealed secret, each youthful vulnerability, was sharp and undeniable.

He leaned back in his chair, the leather creaking under his weight. A bead of sweat trickled down his temple, and he wiped it away with the back of his hand. He’d thought those words were gone, buried under the weight of time, forgotten. He felt as if he were being judged by a panel of strangers.

He closed the browser window, then immediately opened it again. He couldn't look away, even though each sentence caused an internal flinch. He rubbed his eyes, trying to clear the mental fog, and breathed deeply.

He went to the fridge, grabbed a beer, and sat back at the computer, the cold glass clammy in his hands. He knew he should walk away, but he was trapped, the digital words his prison.

Emotion: shaken

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.72 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.86

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion shaken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 shaken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the shaken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the shaken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.351
unable0.269
focus0.266
😞0.258
λ‹€μ‹œ0.257
Suppressed:
de-0.769
la-0.579
a-0.375
happy-0.292
"-0.290