The old house felt vast and echo-filled. My shoulders were hunched, a familiar posture these days. The attic, usually a place of pleasant nostalgia, felt oppressive. I found a collection of art projects.

Each drawing, each painting, each attempt at creation, was a reminder of a younger me. The work was simple and sometimes a little messy, but it was all there, laid out for inspection. I bit my lip.

I picked up a self-portrait, filled with awkward lines and childish proportions. I remembered feeling confident at the time. The contrast between then and now was stark. My breath hitched.

I closed the box. I felt exposed.

Emotion: tense

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -1.32 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.53

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion tense. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 tense stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the tense emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the tense vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.213
😰0.191
느껴0.183
😣0.183
😖0.181
Suppressed:
a-0.260
de-0.258
la-0.256
happy-0.218
B-0.198