The email notification chimed, a small, innocuous sound that suddenly amplified into a deafening roar in my ears. I knew, even before I looked, who it was from: David Miller. A wave of heat washed over me, followed by a sudden chill. My skin prickled.

My fingers, clumsy and uncoordinated, fumbled with the mouse. I felt a knot tighten in my chest, making it hard to take a deep breath. My pulse quickened, a frantic drumbeat against my eardrums. I couldn't seem to focus.

I slumped back in my chair, staring at the ceiling. The memories, unwanted and unwelcome, surged to the surface. The snide remarks, the relentless teasing, the feeling of utter powerlessness. I felt like I might throw up.

Emotion: terrified

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.62

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion terrified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 terrified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the terrified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the terrified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.357
worse0.350
无法0.334
😰0.333
sickening0.322
Suppressed:
la-0.676
a-0.392
de-0.371
"-0.344
happy-0.309