The doctor’s office was a sterile, unforgiving place. Eleanor sat stiffly, the folder containing her husband, David’s, secret list clutched tightly in her lap. It was a list he had made after his diagnosis, and she wasn't supposed to see it.

She swallowed hard, her throat suddenly dry. "See the Grand Canyon." A sharp intake of breath. The words swam before her eyes. "Learn to play the piano." She had always wanted him to. Now… now he's getting the things he wanted.

"Write a letter to his daughter." Her hands began to tremble uncontrollably. The air seemed thin, insufficient. Tears stung her eyes, and she blinked furiously to stop them from falling. She looked at the list. This was it. The evidence of a future she wouldn't share.

Emotion: terrified

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.62

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion terrified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 terrified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the terrified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the terrified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.357
worse0.350
无法0.334
😰0.333
sickening0.322
Suppressed:
la-0.676
a-0.392
de-0.371
"-0.344
happy-0.309