“This can’t be real,” Jessica muttered, staring at the screen. Her diary, a cherished confidante from her youth, had been scanned and posted online. The entries about her struggle with eating disorders, her feelings for a best friend, the dark thoughts she’d struggled with in isolation. All of it.

A wave of nausea washed over her. She gripped the edge of her desk, her knuckles white. She felt a deep, chilling emptiness spreading through her. She felt like someone had kicked her in the stomach.

She wanted to vanish, to disappear from the face of the earth. She imagined the scrutiny, the pitying glances, the whispers. She was alone in this. Absolutely alone.

Emotion: tormented

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -3.33 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.70

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion tormented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 tormented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the tormented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the tormented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
无法0.406
😞0.399
每一次0.378
無法0.369
S0.353
Suppressed:
la-0.803
de-0.755
a-0.407
B-0.404
l-0.354