troubled - Story 155516 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

“This sucks,” I mumbled, staring at the ceiling. The fluorescent lights buzzed, a constant, irritating reminder. Coach had asked me to come in after practice. I knew what was coming.

My hands were clammy, and I kept fidgeting with the frayed edge of my practice jersey. I replayed every practice in my head, every mistake, every missed pass. The knot in my stomach tightened with each memory.

I didn’t want to face him. I didn't want to hear the words. I wanted to disappear.

Emotion: troubled

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety

PC1 (Valence): -2.20 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): -0.81

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion troubled. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 troubled stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the troubled emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the troubled vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`😞`	0.343
`S`	0.317
`ness`	0.302
`😔`	0.294
`😢`	0.272

Suppressed:

`de`	-0.553
`la`	-0.511
`l`	-0.307
`/`	-0.260
`(!)`	-0.236