The afternoon light cast long shadows across the living room as I sat on the sofa. I felt my hands go clammy. The draft resignation letter was a cruel reminder of the life my mother never lived. It was a story of a woman who wanted to be more than a teacher, a woman who dreamed of being a writer. A woman who stayed.

I ran my finger over the smudged ink, the paper fragile beneath my touch. The letter spoke of frustration, of unfulfilled potential. The words resonated with a pain I hadn’t known she carried. All those years, and I’d never seen it.

The silence of the house pressed in on me, heavy and suffocating. I wrapped my arms around myself, a coldness spreading through me. The words, a testament to her unspoken desires, were a painful burden.

Emotion: upset

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.30 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.42

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion upset. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 upset stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the upset emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the upset vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.395
😞0.303
无法0.246
ness0.238
unable0.238
Suppressed:
de-0.533
la-0.457
l-0.223
😎-0.215
🤩-0.210