He was at a conference, presenting his research, when a colleague whispered about it. A blog post. "Remember that diary you wrote, the one with the crazy teenage antics?" He had written about his attraction to his best friend, the drunken parties, the rebellious phase.

His skin prickled. He managed to finish the presentation, but his voice shook, his hands were clammy. He could feel the eyes of everyone in the room on him.

After the presentation, he retreated to his hotel room. He paced, unable to sit still. He felt exposed, stripped down, as if his life were a glass house. He wanted to teleport back to his childhood and prevent this from happening.

He called his mother, his voice cracking, but all he could manage was a strained, "Hello." He wanted to be a child again, protected.

Emotion: vulnerable

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.07 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion vulnerable. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 vulnerable stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the vulnerable emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the vulnerable vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.327
ness0.319
😞0.299
😔0.277
😣0.258
Suppressed:
de-0.567
la-0.488
l-0.271
(!)-0.267
(!)-0.257