The tryouts had been brutal, but John had felt good. Confident, even. He'd pushed himself harder than ever, convinced that this year would be different. Now, he was outside the gym, his backpack slung over his shoulder, watching the team celebrate. The sound of their cheers echoed in his ears.

He started to walk away, each step filled with a crushing sense of loss. The sidewalk seemed to stretch on forever, the setting sun painting the sky in fiery hues that were beautiful, yet another reminder of the success he was missing out on. He found himself picking at the loose threads on his sleeve, a nervous habit he hadn't done in years.

He knew he should call his dad, but he couldn’t bring himself to speak. He didn’t want his father to know, not yet. Not like this.

Emotion: vulnerable

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.07 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion vulnerable. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 vulnerable stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the vulnerable emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the vulnerable vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.327
ness0.319
😞0.299
😔0.277
😣0.258
Suppressed:
de-0.567
la-0.488
l-0.271
(!)-0.267
(!)-0.257