The rhythmic thud of the soccer ball echoed in Ben’s ears. He could taste the metallic tang of his own anxiety. He’d been the starting striker, the one they relied on for goals. Now, he was being asked to play defense. The new strategy meant he was to abandon his position.

“You’re a good passer, Ben,” the coach had said, his tone carefully neutral. "We need someone back there." The compliment felt like a slap in the face. A good passer? Not a goal scorer?

He trudged toward the defensive line, his cleats heavy on the grass. The weight of his unfulfilled role was suffocating. He just wanted to go home and hide.

Emotion: worthless

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.15

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion worthless. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 worthless stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the worthless emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the worthless vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.427
S0.405
😞0.386
ness0.339
缺乏0.326
Suppressed:
de-0.320
(!)-0.286
随后-0.268
😍-0.262
tc-0.255