"You're fine," the doctor had said after the correction. But the word "fine" felt like a cruel joke. The mix-up, though rectified, had ripped away the foundation beneath him. Now he felt as if his existence was a mistake, an accidental addition to the world.

He found himself wandering aimlessly through the city streets. The crowds jostled him, but he felt detached, as though he were observing them from a great distance. He passed a street musician playing a melancholic tune, the notes echoing the hollowness within him.

He was hungry, but nothing appealed. He sat on a bench and watched the people pass, all of them so sure of who they were, where they were going. He felt lost.

Emotion: worthless

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.15

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion worthless. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 worthless stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the worthless emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the worthless vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.427
S0.405
😞0.386
ness0.339
缺乏0.326
Suppressed:
de-0.320
(!)-0.286
随后-0.268
😍-0.262
tc-0.255