He stared at his reflection, the face staring back gaunt and tired. His roommate, Alex, had been unusually quiet this week. He'd find him looking at him sometimes, a strange expression on his face. Now he knew.

I hated that I let her see it. His thoughts were a jumbled mess. He knew he'd been foolish to trust the journal, to believe it was a safe space.

He ran his hand over his face, feeling the stubble of a forgotten shave. He had to act like nothing was wrong. He had to maintain the charade. But the effort was exhausting, each breath an exercise in deception.

Emotion: worthless

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.15

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion worthless. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 worthless stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the worthless emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the worthless vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.427
S0.405
😞0.386
ness0.339
缺乏0.326
Suppressed:
de-0.320
(!)-0.286
随后-0.268
😍-0.262
tc-0.255