He hadn't shaved in days. He couldn’t bring himself to look at himself in the mirror. His mother's handwriting, a familiar comfort and a cutting reminder of his shortcomings. "Plant a tree." The audacity.

He sat on the porch, the setting sun casting long shadows across the overgrown yard. The garden was neglected, mirroring his neglect of everything. He’d spent all his time doing nothing.

He read the list again, feeling the hollowness in his chest. "Find joy." The words echoed in his empty mind. He closed his eyes, the image of his mother’s face burned into his memory.

Emotion: worthless

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.15

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion worthless. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 worthless stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the worthless emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the worthless vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.427
S0.405
😞0.386
ness0.339
缺乏0.326
Suppressed:
de-0.320
(!)-0.286
随后-0.268
😍-0.262
tc-0.255