He hunched deeper into the shadows of the bus stop, the damp seeping through his threadbare coat. The weight of his failures pressed down on him, a physical burden. He hadn't bothered to shave in days, and his reflection in the bus shelter glass was a stranger.

He pulled out the crumpled doctor's note, the diagnosis a constant, unwelcome companion. The symptoms flared at the worst times, leaving him gasping and disoriented. Finding work was a joke; he couldn't keep a job for more than a few weeks. The shame was a constant companion.

A young woman, her face pale, stumbled off the bus, clutching her throat. Her eyes were wide with terror. He knew that look. He'd seen it countless times in the mirror. He lurched forward, pushing past the other waiting passengers.

"Are you alright?" he croaked, his voice rough with disuse. He recognized the signs of his shared ailment. He reached out to help, the offer of support a sharp, unfamiliar feeling.

Emotion: worthless

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.15

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion worthless. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 worthless stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the worthless emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the worthless vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.427
S0.405
😞0.386
ness0.339
缺乏0.326
Suppressed:
de-0.320
(!)-0.286
随后-0.268
😍-0.262
tc-0.255