He knew it was a big moment in his life when he wrote the essay. Now, the words were displayed in a book as an example. He sat on the park bench, watching the children play, and felt a profound sense of distance, of separation from himself and his past. He felt like the one who got away.

He had hoped that he'd become something great, not this. He had made so many promises to himself. It felt like all of his potential had dissolved into nothing.

He stood up, brushed off his pants, and walked away, the park a place of torment now.

Emotion: worthless

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.15

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion worthless. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 worthless stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the worthless emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the worthless vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.427
S0.405
😞0.386
ness0.339
缺乏0.326
Suppressed:
de-0.320
(!)-0.286
随后-0.268
😍-0.262
tc-0.255