The fluorescent lights of the parent orientation buzzed in my ears, amplifying the disquiet that had been growing inside me. I had to sit there, pretending to be happy, while the principal talked about the school, and all I could see was Ms. Harding’s face. She was still teaching!

My hands were clammy, and my palms felt like they were actively trying to sweat. I focused on the podium, trying to control the erratic rhythm of my breathing. All of a sudden, I felt the need to get out of the meeting. The pressure in my chest threatened to suffocate me.

Emotion: alarmed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.07 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion alarmed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 alarmed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the alarmed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the alarmed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😰0.304
😨0.272
worse0.269
😣0.261
не0.254
Suppressed:
de-0.323
enthusi-0.258
happy-0.235
delight-0.225
ية-0.217