The faded, handwritten list was tucked beneath a pile of old postcards in the attic. Amelia’s fingers, which had been idly sorting through the boxes of her late partner, David’s, possessions, froze. "Climb Mt. Fuji." "Learn to play the ukulele." What in the world? Her breath hitched.

She reread the entries, each one a sharp jab to her gut. David had never mentioned any of these things. He’d barely gone hiking, and his musical talents were limited to humming along to the radio. A cold sweat beaded on her forehead. The list went on: "Write a novel," "Visit the Louvre," "Speak fluent Italian."

Amelia's chest tightened. She felt a pressing sensation in her stomach. What else hadn't he told her? What secrets had he kept? This couldn’t be right. Her David wouldn't… She swallowed hard, her vision blurring. This list felt…foreign.

Emotion: alarmed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.07 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion alarmed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 alarmed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the alarmed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the alarmed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😰0.304
😨0.272
worse0.269
😣0.261
не0.254
Suppressed:
de-0.323
enthusi-0.258
happy-0.235
delight-0.225
ية-0.217