He could see the change in his father immediately. His father, a staunch Catholic, had always been the rock of the family. The announcement came at a family birthday gathering, he was embracing a form of Islam. The smile disappeared from his father's face, replaced with a forced composure.

The next few weeks were a blur of hushed phone calls and awkward silences. He couldn't understand the sudden shift. He felt a deep, twisting ache in his gut, a sense of something precious being lost. He avoided his father's gaze. During their first one-on-one conversation, he kept his voice low, almost apologetic.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242