It had started with a book, then quiet evenings spent in a local temple. Now, her best friend, Amy, was a practicing Hindu. At the next family celebration, the atmosphere was suffocating. She felt a cold dread settle in her stomach. Her mother kept glancing at her, a silent accusation in her eyes.

She found herself avoiding Amy, finding excuses to disappear from conversations when her friend spoke of her new faith. She felt a tightening in her chest every time the topic arose. She spent the evening in a corner, watching the room, detached, isolated, a sense of exclusion that left her feeling like an observer rather than a participant.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242