Her son had always been drawn to the esoteric. Now, he was a member of a new age spiritual group. Her father, a traditionalist, found it difficult to understand. She felt her face burn as her father questioned the logic of it all.

She felt a wave of nausea. She wanted to scream at them both to stop, to go back to the way things were. She retreated to the garden, needing the fresh air. The roses, usually vibrant, seemed to wilt under the weight of her distress. Each petal, each thorn, mirrored the pain she felt. She spent hours in the garden, trying to hide.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242