The crayon slipped in Amelia’s sweaty palm, leaving a smear of purple across the drawing. Her niece, Lily, bounced beside her, chattering about the “Sparkle-Bunny” she’d drawn. Amelia’s throat tightened. The Sparkle-Bunny. It was him. The same floppy ears, the single, impossibly long eyelash. A familiar heat crept up her neck.

“He's very… sparkly,” Amelia managed, her voice a little too high. She avoided Lily’s expectant gaze, focusing instead on the bright pink sun Lily had added. The sun wasn't real. That wasn’t like Lily. Not like the other drawings.

Amelia’s stomach lurched. She excused herself, muttering something about needing more coffee, and fled to the kitchen, leaving Lily with her creation. She leaned against the cool tile of the counter, the room suddenly feeling too small.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242