He felt his cheeks flush as he saw the drawing taped to the refrigerator. Little Leo, his nephew, had drawn a creature with six arms and glowing red eyes. The creature, "Gleep," looked suspiciously like the monster under the bed he’d conjured as a child. He tried to laugh it off, a forced, brittle sound that echoed in the empty apartment.

He avoided his sister's calls that evening, feigning a busy work schedule. His palms felt clammy, and the air around him felt thick, suffocating. He kept replaying the drawing in his mind, the familiar lines of the creature, a reminder of a secret he'd tried to bury. He'd never told anyone.

He thought of buying some art supplies the next day, hoping to teach Leo about 'real' monsters, the ones in fairy tales. He knew, however, it wouldn't be enough. He also knew he'd fail.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242