The weight of the past pressed on David as he watched his nephew, Ethan, meticulously color a picture of a floating, purple cat. The cat had two tails and a monocle. It was the exact image of "Sir Reginald," David's childhood companion, a figment of imagination.

He found himself constantly shifting in his seat, his leg bouncing nervously. Ethan’s cheerful laughter grated on his nerves, each giggle a pointed reminder. He wished he could disappear, evaporate into thin air.

He avoided eye contact with his sister, Claire, as she praised Ethan’s artistic talent. He knew what she didn’t, and that knowledge burned within him. He felt trapped, forced to participate in a charade he couldn't control.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242