The brightly colored crayon picture felt like a physical blow. Emily, her niece, had drawn a tree with eyes and a mouth. The same tree that, as a child, Emily had told all her secrets to. The tree that never left her.

She swallowed hard, her throat constricted. The bright colors of the drawing seemed to mock her, a constant reminder of the silliness, of the things she’d outgrown. She felt a prickling sensation on her skin, a desperate need to escape the room.

She mumbled something about needing to take a phone call and hastily retreated, leaving behind the evidence of her secret. The air felt thin and cold in the hallway. She needed to be alone.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242