The pounding started at precisely 7:00 AM. Sarah flinched, pulling the duvet over her head. It was the new neighbors, the Millers, and their ambitious kitchen remodel. She knew, based on the glossy brochure they’d left in her mailbox, that it would be quite a spectacle. Her own kitchen, a cramped, outdated relic from the seventies, felt like a pathetic secret. She hated how it looked and didn’t invite anyone over.

She avoided looking out the window as the hammering continued. It would feel like admitting defeat. Instead, she stared at the cracked paint on her ceiling, tracing the patterns with her finger.

Later, she saw Mrs. Miller in the grocery store, bustling down the aisle with a purposefulness Sarah could only dream of. Mrs. Miller smiled warmly, but Sarah could only manage a mumbled greeting and quickly diverted her shopping cart, focusing on the canned peaches.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242