He’d been avoiding Mr. Henderson for days. The man had started building a deck, a beautiful, sprawling deck, complete with a built-in grill and a pergola. Mark, on the other hand, had a cracked patio, where weeds stubbornly pushed up through the flagstones.

He’d been invited to the Henderson's housewarming party, and he felt a knot tighten in his stomach. The thought of seeing the lavish display of outdoor living filled him with a quiet dread. He’d told his wife he had to work that weekend. The lie tasted metallic on his tongue. He stayed inside, scrubbing the kitchen floor. He had nothing to contribute to the neighborhood, nothing to show.

He considered sending a gift. Then discarded the idea. He felt as though the gesture would be a pathetic attempt to distract from something else.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242