The university's rejection was a physical blow. A knot formed in his chest, making it hard to breathe. He sat on the cracked steps of the library, the familiar scent of old books doing nothing to soothe his disquiet.

He’d bragged about this scholarship. He’d painted himself as a model student. Now, he was a fraud. He closed his eyes, and a wave of nausea rolled over him. He felt exposed, stripped bare.

He buried his face in his hands. He wished he could rewind time, edit his life, erase this moment. He'd have to face his friends, the teachers, the advisors. He couldn't bear to look at any of them.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242