The silence in her tiny apartment was deafening. The email, with its curt words of denial, glared at her from the laptop screen. She shut the computer with a snap, the sound echoing unnaturally loud in the small space.

Her hands trembled as she reached for a cigarette, even though she'd quit a month ago. She lit it, the familiar nicotine rush doing little to quell the turmoil within. The smoke filled the room, a hazy cloud mirroring her clouded thoughts.

She felt a hot flush crawl up her neck. Her landlord was already behind on the rent. She needed this scholarship. Her whole future depended on this. Now she had nothing.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242