Her hands were clammy, her heart drumming a frantic rhythm against her ribs. She’d tried to delete the email, but her fingers were glued to the screen. Every word of the rejection seemed to shout at her.

The library, usually a sanctuary, felt oppressive. She'd spent months preparing this application, sacrificing everything to achieve her goals. Now she was here, and no matter how much she tried, she would not be able to get herself into the university.

She gathered her belongings, but instead of packing up, she just set her backpack down. Her textbooks, her laptop, and all the tools she needed for success, were nothing more than props in a play. They felt heavy, useless.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242