The first week, she tried to be cheerful, helpful. She cooked, cleaned, and volunteered for every chore. But the veneer of normalcy was cracking.

Her mother's constant reminders to “eat something” were almost unbearable. At every mention of her “situation” she would fidget, suddenly finding her shoelaces extraordinarily interesting. The well-meant advice from her mother felt like a slap in the face.

She started locking herself in her room, listening to the muffled sounds of their lives continuing outside, a world from which she felt irrevocably detached. The only solace was the darkness.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242