He stared at his reflection, the face he barely recognised staring back. His hair was a mess. His eyes were bloodshot. He'd stopped shaving.

Every morning, he found himself avoiding the breakfast table, claiming he'd already eaten. He couldn't face the pitying glances, the carefully chosen words designed to avoid the elephant in the room.

He’d always been the golden boy. Now, he was a burden. He spent most days in his room, staring at the ceiling, thinking about how he could be better.

The feeling in his stomach was like a rock.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242