The photograph on the shelf, a posed picture of Liam with his boxing coach, felt heavy. He had idolized Mr. Jones, seeing him as a father figure. Now, the gym felt cavernous and empty, bereft of guidance. A single note, *Itโ€™s been a pleasure,* lay in the bottom of Liamโ€™s kit bag.

He spent the morning hitting the heavy bag, the rhythmic thud a poor substitute for conversation. He punched harder, trying to release the tension that coiled in his gut.

He ate a protein bar in the bleachers, watching the other boxers train. He kept to himself, unable to share his own turmoil. His knuckles ached, his breaths were jagged, and his movements felt sluggish and slow.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
้€ƒ0.297
๐Ÿ˜ž0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
๐Ÿ˜-0.288
(!)-0.269
๐Ÿคฉ-0.242