The invitation felt heavy in Elaraโ€™s hand. Liam, her best friend since kindergarten, was hosting a "Remember When?" bonfire. She swallowed, staring at the perfectly scripted calligraphy. The event revolved around recalling shared childhood memories. A cold knot formed in her stomach.

She considered feigning illness. She could easily text him at the last minute. The thought barely registered before she dismissed it. She had to go.

The bonfire crackled merrily as Liam regaled the group with tales of their youth. Then came the story. The one about the time they snuck into the abandoned amusement park. Liam spoke of daring escapades, triumphant laughter, and a shared feeling of exhilaration. Elara found herself shrinking back, her face burning. She remembered it differently. She remembered the terror. The locked gate. The panicked scramble back over the fence, scraping her knee. The way Liam had laughed, not at the fun, but at her.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
้€ƒ0.297
๐Ÿ˜ž0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
๐Ÿ˜-0.288
(!)-0.269
๐Ÿคฉ-0.242